Thank you Holly for being the most incredible friend and inspiration in my life, anything good I write here or say here comes from you, and on the flip side anything offensive and stupid, you can be sure is coming from my stupid *ss.  
   I started the journey this year feeling beat up and bedraggled*, but Holly and I have never been better or closer. Some might look at my situation and feel totally out of control and buried (what and I don't!!!) but God has done an amazing thing in my heart this past couple of weeks setting me free from some real fear and mind numbing head trips. All of which I will be unpacking thought this blog. Ninety minutes ago I didn't even understand where to go to find a "blog" or that I had to first find a "blog" service before I could start a "blog'. A bit behind the curve I guess?!?
  So my goal is two fold, one, to blog my spiritual journey as genuinely and honestly as I can with all the grace this ragamuffin can pull together and two, to blog my new endeavor as one of the "unchurched believers". So, here we go.